Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Really wish i could..
If only someone could unbreak my heart,
come relieve my pain
somehow i wish upon the star
and make all the memories go away.
I guess it's time...
P/S: Those words that came out from your mouth, are way too harsh for me to take..
It might not mean anything to you but at least to me, it does.
('v') 心中的遺憾*
10:56 PM
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
MUTUAL TRUST?
You made me realised, we had NONE!
Or should i put it this way:
You have my trust, ALWAYS -- be it now or in future
But you've NEVER trusted me before, not a tiny weeny bit right from the start!
All these while, i've been trying my best with all i could.
But if it's true that all you could sense are just only what you meant by WORDS,
I seriously admit defeat, i'm letting go..
Tried once, tried twice, not being appreciated.
And, it goes the same for countless time..
('v') 心中的遺憾*
2:25 AM
Sunday, April 25, 2010
DefeatedByLove
I'M REALLY WEARING OUT!
..Andd, on the verge of giving up seriously.
All the burdens and stress i'm facing,
are too much for me to bear, way too muchhhhh laaaaa!
I don't want to dwell on it anymore,
Neither do i care -- let me leave peacefully, will you?
:(('v') 心中的遺憾*
2:21 AM
Saturday, April 24, 2010
I want to run and hide away now.
then i realized, i have nowhere else to go ;
Cause i gave it all up, just to be with you..
how badly i miss those days...
to find myself in your arms, and the kisses on my forehead when i'm still asleep.
...and, receiving surprises that melts my heart ♥
I really don't understand, what causes the changes?
Sighs*
All i ever wanted was just a simple relationship that could last ;
Somebody who can be there when i needed someone to talk to,
Somebody who won't pretend, not afraid to say the way he feel about me,
Somebody who understands how i feel,
Somebody who can keep me real and somebody who i can trust.
Till then.
If you ever, ever thought of how i feel.
But you never once did..
('v') 心中的遺憾*
2:19 AM
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Why do tears always come at night?
IHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEIT
IHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEIT
IHATEITIHATEITIHATEIT
IHATEITIHATEIT
IHATEIT! ('v') 心中的遺憾*
2:59 AM
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
I came to realise i don't understand myself at all.
I'm losing self esteem.
我从来没想到, 会有这样的结果
成为了彼此的过客
是爱的太少
还是要求的太多 ('v') 心中的遺憾*
2:58 AM
Monday, April 19, 2010
Malaysia for dinner with Buddy and Kenneth
and headed home aftermath.
***
I wish, i could find a way not to cry,
as time goes by seriously..('v') 心中的遺憾*
2:59 AM
Sunday, April 18, 2010
One thing that i can never deny..
This was us, but where are we now?
We've fallen out so bad, drifted so far,
not as one anymore.
Tell me why,
Why do i still get upset when i see you upset?
Why am i heartbroken when i saw what was written on your facebook?
I know why, and the reason behind it.
Cause no matter what happens,
YOU'RE STILLL MY BEST FRIEND!
P/S: You would have made the first move, if you ever cherished it.
I've been waiting all these while..
('v') 心中的遺憾*
8:38 PM
Thursday, April 15, 2010
FML 
I hate it when people accuse me with stuffs that i've never done before.
I hate it when people accuse me like I'm prejudiced or snobbish when I'm actually upset over something.
I hate it when people take my existence for granted.
I hate it when I'm down and still have to explain why I haven't been answering/replying calls/msges over and over again.
I hate it when people asked me about my personal stuffs to even the smallest details when I need some space and heartsease.
I HATE IT when I have to fucking compromise to everybody.
I really don't understand,
why would you choose to listen to what others say
rather than believing me?
You said i disappoint you, once again ;
I'm disappointed for the reasons that disappoints you.
('v') 心中的遺憾*
1:23 AM
xia0ling9@hotmail.com
Ah Ber
