Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Assurance?

I only fight for things, that's worth fighting for.
But this time, i'm not too sure..

('v') 心中的遺憾* 3:21 AM

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Somehow, somewhere,
someone granted me something which i longed for..
&& it came true tonight! :D

To be updated again..

('v') 心中的遺憾* 1:19 AM

Friday, March 26, 2010

I twist and turn my head,
the song plays repeatedly till i fall asleep -- Didnt know i'm crying silently..

I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know

I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I 'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone..

***

Fill my heart with song and let me sing forever more..
You are all I long for, all I worship and adore
In other words, please be true ;
I Love You, ❤

('v') 心中的遺憾* 3:20 AM

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Through the rain..

Don't know what is down this road
I'm just walking..
Trying to see throught the rain coming down

P/S: You've got ways with words, you got me smiling even when it hurts..

('v') 心中的遺憾* 11:31 PM

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

EXPOSED!

CLAPS*

You did acted well earlier on seriously..
But sad to say, the story made up by you, wasn't convincing at all.
Or else, i might have fallen into your trap?

Stop wasting your time to act innocent -- It's not going to work on me!

By all means,
push all the blames on your sister if you thinks i buy your story yay?
I can't be bothered anyway :)

Somehow,
i do pity her for having such a shameless sister like you ;
Someone who dares to do but don'thave the guts to admit at all.
I really look down on you!

('v') 心中的遺憾* 10:27 PM

Monday, March 22, 2010

PAUSED *

Today is the lousiest day of my life, I swear!
Tears flow down just like the river
and starts venting all my unhappiness on my hand -- Numbed.

Seriously, I'm UTTERLY disappointed with you!

The truth hurts,
and it hurts even more on the second time.
I'm completely lost right now,
and i could no longer decide to believe or not?

I need some time to heal,
I need some time to build up this wall of trust again..

You can see that I’m hurt inside, and i'm dying inside because of you.
The knife gleams with my blood and the rope gets tighter around my neck ;
I hate this part but my heart says i should..

I'm losing my mind and I'm lost for words -- These words shall remain unsaid.

You put me through all these tortures to bear all the pain and misery alone,
I won't show my heartbroken tears, Never again!

*********

P/S:
I'm not the one you need.
Close your eyes and forget me
I've completely lost, there's nothing i can do anymore..

See my scars that spell your name, D

('v') 心中的遺憾* 2:57 AM

Friday, March 19, 2010

Everyone's preparing themselves to enjoy/ already enjoying themselves outside
yet i'm still stuck in the office doing OT at 9.30pm!
How nice..

On the other thought,
it doesn't makes any difference too since i'll be home alone apart from work.

Seriously, i'm begining to detest WEEKENDS!