Sunday, August 31, 2008
31 August 2008
Pasir Gudang with JL & friends.
Woke ups at 11.30am & we're late!
Was supposed to wake ups at 10.30am
cos we're meeting the rest of them at 11am @ Woodlands. :X
Guess i'm too tired.
Don't feel like getting out of my bed at all.
& the weather's sooooo SHIOK la!
It's raining okays.
But i still keep my promise in the end. :)
If i know it'll rain,
den i won't promise them that i would go too.
HAHAHAHAHAHAAS~
Reached Woodland at around 2pm.
The jam was like never ending!
Lucky JL's car got DVD player la
It really keeps me occupied. :D
Headed all the way to Pasir Gudang
but they're disappointed.
It's raining all the way..
Meaning: no fun on track.
But somehow, the rain didn't change their mind.
They still went down to track as planned.
Watched 2 rounds of racing for NA & Turbo cars
yet the winners are all Malaysian..
All Singapore cars are lacking behind.
HAAAS~
Wanting to take photos of it
but i forgot all about my digital camera!
I left it in my room charging. :(
Anyway, it's just a friendly match la.
Nothing to be proud of too.
Malaysians are too used to race on track
unlike we, Singaporeans..
Stayed all the way till 5pm & left.
Decided to go back JB for dinner
but someone's car got over-heated..
Back to Singapore instead. :)
Jammed for almost 1hour on our way back
& i got to watch another Dvd.
LOL*
This time round, i fall asleep la!
It's not even 15mins lors. -.-"
Headed down to Bugis for dinner
& i bought a birthday cake for George! :D
Met them at his house downstairs after their movie @ AMK Hub.
Wanting to give him a surprise
but i failed la!
No matter how i hide the cake behind me,
he's still able to see it! :(
& when i passed him the cake,
he say: "wahs, it's abit too late liaos lehs!"
Wei, at least i got the heart to buy a cake for you okays!
it's the thought that counts.
HUMPF*
&& i won't forget your present as promised.
Still pending la! ;p
Still, he sms-ed me:
(when i got home)
"Thanks for the birthday cake :)"
Heading to bed now.
ShagGeLiuLiu!
End of weekends ; Work Hard on Weekdays..
LASTLY, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YOU, IDIOT!;p
(Georgie's birthday cake that i bought)
('v') 心中的遺憾*
4:12 PM
Saturday, August 30, 2008
30 August 2008
AAARGHHHHHH~
Celebration cancelled agains. :(
Reasons: Having dinner with his parents & he doesn't feel like clubbing.
George going Prawning with Jason & Sebastian,
Nanny & James going to Zouk,
While me heading to Double O.
Was there at 12.30am yet they're still playing Retro songs. -.-"
Did nothing but just drink, drink, drink...
I HATE BOURBON COKE LA! :(
the taste just sucks to the MAX!
& Why is Double O's drink so cheap uh?!
It's just 12bucks for a jug of housepour?!
OMG!
No wonder there's so many drunkards over there.. -.-"
Total Jugs of Housepour Ordered: 50Jugs!
&& its just in around 2hours!!!!!
The table's just full of the jug la.
Nothing Else!
Met Nanny they all at Double O too.
They came over from Zouk. :)
Stayed with them awhile & headed to Fly at 2.30am.
Saw quite a number of long lost friends over there.
Had a short chat & drink..
Somehow, it makes me think of the days me & Bebe at Fly.
Days without her is BORED!
I miss her craps, jokes & our gossiping session..
:(
Went to West Coast for Mac breakfast
and headed home at 7.20am.
I'm falling asleep!!!!
Sighs..
I really hope i did enjoy myself tonight.
('v') 心中的遺憾*
7:32 PM
Friday, August 29, 2008
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO MR. GEORGE! :DWas supposed to meet George & Cofor dinner and movie to celebrate George's birthdaybut he fall asleep!Ping Feng went all the way to his housebut no one was at home. -.-"Unable to wake him ups!Sighs..Waited for quite some time,but we're still unable to wake him ups!So, we've come to a decision to carry on with our own plan.Nanny went rounding with his friends,while me going for a drink..Reached UE Square at 10pm & started drinking.Didn't realised there's a pub located on the 4th level of UE Squareuntil Ken brought me there.The environment's really cosy!On each & every table,they have got a LCD screen to delicated songs for ourselves.It really saves alot of timeand of cos, we don't have to trouble those waitresses working over there. :)There seems quite popular la.It's already full house when we reached there. -.-"Oh ya, i didn't take any photos of that place at all.Been too tired & lazy to bring my digital camera out for the past few days.I promise, i would take at least a photo if i'm going there agains.Stayed all the way till 1amand headed down to Fly with friends.Feeling rather bored over thereand headed home at 3.30am.Was supposed to meet Victor at Bangkok Thaibut didn't went there in the end.Somehow, i miss my bed badly..* Plans for tml:- Celebrate Mr. George birthday with NAnny&Co. :D('v') 心中的遺憾*
4:16 PM
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Day 2.
FangFang & Anna
('v') 心中的遺憾*
2:35 AM
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
27 August 2008
Got invited to FangFang's Chalet.Headed home to get 2bottle of Martell for them after workthen to Costa Sand Resort..
This is what they claim as "Warming Up"24cans of Calsberg finished in less then 2hours? -.-"& there's still Gordon Bleu & Martell on standby..
Kevin, XianQi & Hongru
Drink, Drank, Drunk?
Mr JunChao
The Birthday Boy, FangFang.
Chef of the Day, Weiming.
FangFang & Shi Hua
Who's that guy?!
Sad for him..He's asked to blow 19secs at 12am!
After drinking...
1, 2, 3..
There goes everything. LOL*
After puking, he still look sober!Still able to pose for a photo..
SURPRISE!This is what he vomitted. -.-"I know it's disgusting la.But i'm asked to take this photo by them..I didn't even dare to look at it while taking the photocos i know, i will vomit too!!!!WHAHAHAHAHAS~Home @ 12.45amP.S: Thanks for the ride to Costa Sand. :)('v') 心中的遺憾*
4:11 PM
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
As Good As DEAD
Hmmms, work was fine.
Seriously, i'm tired.
Although i'm busy at work at times,
but i don't mind actually.
At least, it'll keep myself occupied with stuffs
rather than to stay at home and start imaginating things.
Sigh..
I really don't know what had went wrong with me.
I'm no longer the "Serene" that i used to know myself.
My life seems so meaningless..
Feel like as though I'm just living for the sake of living.
You kept appearing in my mind, it just won't fade away.
I'm always wondering..
* How are you?
* Are you doing fine?
* Have you eaten your lunch/dinner?
No longer receiving your texts now,
No longer receiving your calls like how you used to ring me up for work.
(I remember every single thing)
Somehow, I'm afraid to text you.
Everything had changed.
But, i just miss you so much..
:(
('v') 心中的遺憾*
8:17 AM
Monday, August 25, 2008
MMMOOODDD SSSWINGGGG!
Headed straight home after work,
lying on my bed ; stare blankly.
Didn't know what's wrong with me at all! -.-"
JL called, asking me to join him for dinner
but i rejected.
Knowing i wasn't in a good mood,
he suggested bringing me to somewhere..
Somewhere to relax myself
(that's what he told me)
& wanted me to bring along my passport.
Nothing special.
Just went in to JB la.
Went for a spin & we sat there for a chat..
Although it's just a short while,
but i did feel abit better after the spin.
THANKS ALOT! :)
&& also thanks for all the lecture that you told me just now!
LOL*
Actually i'm supposed to meet Pui Kia for dinner
but both of us went MIA!
Guess he gonna kill me tml.. -.-"
***
PS: I MISS MY DEAREST, BEBE BADLY!('v') 心中的遺憾*
3:38 AM
Friday, August 22, 2008
UNBELIEVABLE!
I'm home for the whole day.. -.-"
I FEEL LIKE AN EMO-SHIT RIGHT NOW!
:(
If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and truly..
('v') 心中的遺憾*
6:24 PM
Thursday, August 21, 2008
AAARGHHHHH...FCUKING MOODY!I've got a SUPER DUPER BIASED mum!I SWEAR...You can't find it in this world anymore...I hate discussing things with heror even telling her things.Cause i know, the outcome would be disappointing..andd.. it's super hurting!So what if i'm a girl not a boy?End of the day, i'm still her daughter!!@#$%I HATE..I HATE..I HATE THIS FAMILY!('v') 心中的遺憾*
7:52 AM
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
You are The Tower
Ambition, fighting, war, courage. Destruction, danger, fall, ruin.
The Tower represents war, destruction, but also spiritual renewal. Plans are disrupted. Your views and ideas will change as a result.
The Tower is a card about war, a war between the structures of lies and the lightning flash of truth. The Tower stands for "false concepts and institutions that we take for real." You have been shaken up; blinded by a shocking revelation. It sometimes takes that to see a truth that one refuses to see. Or to bring down beliefs that are so well constructed. What's most important to remember is that the tearing down of this structure, however painful, makes room for something new to be built.
('v') 心中的遺憾*
2:25 AM
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
WORK WORK WORK...it's real damn tiring, i swear!I've got nothing to blog at all.Been staying at home after work these few days& i've been sleeping as early as 9pm?!WELL DONE UH?!No more late night movies,No more drinking,No more clubbing,anddddd....No more shopping!!I WAN IT BACKKKKK! :(My heart aches while thinking of you ;
Tears flow down without knowing it..
IMU*
('v') 心中的遺憾*
4:20 PM
Sunday, August 17, 2008
17 August 2008Mahjong for the whole day yesterdayat Tampines & Pasir Ris with Hongru&Co.Took a cab home after the game at 10.30am!SHAG GE LIU LIU! :(Slept for 3hours & i'm awake agains..George came down to fetch me & we headed down to Bugis with Nanny.Had Beef Noodles for lunch, walked around Bugis..Headed down to Sim Lim Squareas George's campmate wanted to get a computer.While waiting for them,Me & Nanny went for a walk looking for mini speakers..But Nanny like none of them! -.-"Went around to look for I-phone toobut all are from CHINA! :(HAIS...Finally, I-phone's launching in Singapore!! :DBeen mentioning that i wanted to get one months agoooo yay?Yet, i still can't make ups my mind till now...I don't know if i wanted to get the I-phoneor the Samsung Omnia?!That Samsung phone seems tempting uh?!& i find it's outlook seems more classic den the I-phone..I NEED COMMENTS!! :(Fetched George's campmate home after buying the computerand we headed down to Hougang Green after fetching James @ Bedok..Played a few rounds of billard& Home Sweet Homee..*** EYES INFECTION AGAINS, I HATE IT!! :(('v') 心中的遺憾*
12:10 AM
Friday, August 15, 2008
CUTEE?!After work, went down to Tampines Mall.
Met Jun Chao at the MRT Station
then headed down to Town for dinner with Hongru&Co.
Before heading down to Town,
WE GOT FINED!& it's 200bucks EACH!WTF~
IT'S REAL DAMN SUAY! -.-"Anyway, i don't intend to pay the fine at all.
&& I've already throw away the receipt. :)
Had Burger King with Jun Chao, WeiJie & Peiwen
yet the others went for Swensens..
Total sets of meal bought: 4
Jun Chao help me to finish my burger
as he's saying that he's SUPER DUPER HUNGRYand i'm SUPER DUPER FULL..
but we couldn't finish our fries at all.
GUESS WHAT?!
They gave an idea of playing 5ten!
LOSER will have to eat the fries. -.-"
SOMEHOW...
I'M STILL THE WINNER! :D
(Phew~ i'm so lucky..)
While waiting for Hongru&Co to finish their dinner,
they suggested playing billard
but there's no table at all.
Sooooo, we play Pool instead. :)
SIDE-BET: Loser will have to eat a packet of fries!
Didn't expect that i'll win them!
LALALALALALAAAS~
It's just pure luck la. :X
Finished our game & took a cab down to Duxton Rd with Peiwen
as HongZai is celebrating his birthday there..
While the rest go back to Pasir Ris for mahjong session.
By the time i reach there,
HongZai's already half gone.
LOL*
Anyway, i don't like the place at all.
It's seems messy
&&& .... -.-"
(I don't know how to describe it)
Headed down to Dragonfly to meet Dylan
as he's been complaining that i went MIA
& forget all about him.
HAAAS~
FYI: He's my ex-boss CUM teddy bear
When i'm at work,
he's always the one looking after me like his daughter
& he never fails to protect me when ppl ask me to drink. :)
Had a few drinks with him
& Marcus send me home @ 5plus.. :)
He claims that he's drunk
but i don't think soooooo!!!
WHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~
Anyway, THANKS BRO!
I MISS DRAGONFLY~ :D
('v') 心中的遺憾*
9:00 PM
Thursday, August 14, 2008
WHEN WILL I EVER...
SMILE LIKE THIS AGAINS?!
('v') 心中的遺憾*
8:22 AM
The rose that once had been so perfect.
Petals pleading to be touched,
fragrant with the most Heavenly bouquet.
This rose, reminiscent of another life,
was found in quiet repose,
pressed between pages of poetry.
No better place interment
than resting in the loving arms of favoured.
Sonnets whose lines will recapture her beauty verse.
The essence of rose and love will ever live on in my heart,
just as the bearer of the rose has all these many years.
This dried, crumpled, lifeless rose is all the remains of our love.
I cannot now resurrect this rose, nor our love,
but for some reason I feel the need to try.
Failures are sometimes second chances.
Gently closing the book that contains my faded rose
and the tangible symbol of our love.
I put upon the shelf all our hopes and dreams
to wait once more for another place,
another time...
It takes a minute to like someone,
and hour to love someone,
but to forget someone it takes a life time.('v') 心中的遺憾*
8:22 AM
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
13 August 2008Didn't went to work todayas something bad happened. -.-"I didn't know why all of a sudden..Asthma relapse!& it's as early as 5.30am when i'm sleeping half way thru..THE FEELING'S REAL DAMN SUX, I SWEAR!
i could hardly breath all of a suddenandd.. it seems like i'm dying anytime. -.-"Actually, i don't mind dyingcos there's nothing holding me back at all.But i just don't wish to die in such a suffering way!I tried to get out of my bed to look for that stupid spray which i couldn't remember where i've put at all..The moment i stand up on my feet,i felt giddy & fainted onto the ground..The moment i open my eyes,I'm already in the hospital with my mum and bro standing beside my bed..At that very moment,i'm so afraid yet i didn't know why.My tears gradually flow down..('v') 心中的遺憾*
6:28 AM
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
* I miss the bright smile of yours
* I miss the way you wink your eyes at me when i'm feeling bored
* I miss the way you hug me for no reason
* I miss the way you pat me to sleep whenever i'm not sleepy
* I miss the way you kiss on my forehead when i'm heading to bed
* I miss the way you piggyback me whenever i'm feeling tired/sick
* I miss the way you cheer me ups whenever i'm feeling down
* I miss the way you dotes on me
* I miss the way you drive me around to wherever i wanted to go.
* I just simply miss everything of you..
❤❤❤
P.S: There's nothing i could say to you,
nothing i could ever do to make you see anymore..
Somehow, you'll never be replaced
I'll be waiting..
('v') 心中的遺憾*
7:49 AM
Monday, August 11, 2008
Life had been pretty hard for me.
Trying to pretend nothing happened at all.
You'll never understand
and nobody would..
Sometimes i wonder about my worth here
or should i say in your heart?
I guess it's pretty clear..
It's nothing to you, to everyone else.
I got so sick with people,
i just give ups on everything..
This is the last,
Never agains..
Those words seemingly true but no longer to me..
You're just so fake
I doubt each and every single of your words..
I really hate the selfish side of you!
Always thinking for yourself
and not putting yourself in my shoe..
I doubt you ever loved someone whole-heartedly
and you never will.. sigh. is giving up the best?
i don't know..
everything is nothing without you.
it seems so easy for you.
letting go seems so much easier than to hold on..
:(
('v') 心中的遺憾*
9:38 AM
Sunday, August 10, 2008
10 August 2008ALL THE BEST TO YOU, KENNY! :)
Last few group photo of them.
Candid-shot.Took this outside T1 when we're smoking.They're actually planning to give Kenny a surprise! :)& they decided to sing a song for him before he leaves.Song title: 朋友(Special edition created by them)Video will be uploaded soon..STAY TUNE!He's been touched & off he goes..
Somehow, no one bear to leave..As for yesterday, we had a farewell party at his house..Everyone seems hungry EXCEPT for Kevin.He's thirsty! ;p
The drinks that they bought..
This is how the BBQ area looks like.Not too small, not too big.Lucky, there's shelter!If not, everything's gone!
Kenny & his cousins.
His mum.
His elder sis (WeiShi), Kenny & His auntyThey're enjoying themselves in the Hot Steam Spa!
His uncle & him.
& this is Kenny's cousin.He's so damn CUTEEEE!!!
WeiShi.Candid-shot by me!What's she doing?LOL*& now..It's Camwhoring Time!I'm the photographer of the day.So didn't took much photos og myself. :)
STYLE?!?THEY SAID YES, BUT I DON'T THINK SO!
Fit?! or just trying to be one?!LOL*
LOOK HERE!!!Who got the biggest stomach?!
Ehhs, What's he trying to do?!Acting Cute or Drunk?!? ;p
Jun Chao & HongRu
Any one interested?!?He's looking for a GAY partner!WHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAS~
FangFang & Kevin.
FangFang & Hongru
Who got a bigger muscles?
OMG!What happen to FangFang's face?Look so cramp! -.-"
Kenny & Me ; Me & Kenny
Ehhs, i can't believe that guys would do this too! -.-" I thought girls would do this only. HAHAHAS~ They actually took my Digital Camera to the toilet & snap this photo.. Frankly speaking, i didn't know about it at all. Saw it only when i'm transferring all the photos into my com. -.-" && now i shall present to you ourSUPER-DUPER-ACT-CUTE-PERSON!He's none other than Mr Kenny Tham WeiRong!
Looks girly uh?! Pls don't come back with this look or even worst when you're back from Thailand! :p As usual, drink till dawn andd.. i'm home @ 6.25am! They suggested going to Sentosa but i didn't tag along. I'm having eye infection now! Due to wearing long hours of contact lens. -.-" Hope my eyes will be fine after a sleep!
&&& here's a message for you..
First of all, thanks for taking cares of me all these while. :)
I really appreciate alot & i didn't regret knowing you as my friend/sister.
Hope everything goes well for you in Thailand.
Decisions have been made by yourself, so don't ever regret!
Think of the positives side & time files in no time..
You've got a warm family & a group of good brothers waiting for you.
Don't be sad but be gladful that you've got them now & forever.
Just take it as a chance given for you to gain more experience
& it might be a good chance for you to grow up being even more mature. :)
Last but not least,
Remember to take good cares of yourself.
Don't worry about me but yourself cos you're all alone out there.. :)
BON VOYAGE!('v') 心中的遺憾*
12:39 AM
LASTLY, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YOU, IDIOT!
As Good As DEAD
xia0ling9@hotmail.com
Ah Ber
