Saturday, November 7, 2009
I thought i would have you to spend the night with me today
but why does things always turn out to be the other way round
when i've been pending it for days or to be exact it's actually a week?
It was supposed to be a wonderful night
yet it turns out that i'm all alone at the shopping mall aimlessly.
I don't know where to go or who could i turn to.
I'm so lost that tears actually roll down of my cheek.
I could feel the pain in me
& on the other hand, i'm utterly disappointed.
My heart sank.
I thought you would still turn up despites all the unpleasant things i've said
cos i trusted you that you won't leave me alone outside
but i'm really wrong this time round.
Despites hearing those sweet talk coming out from your mouth,
you actually turn yr back on me.
I couldn't control my emotions at that time at all.
We've been going through countless of arguements & setbacks
but why can't we make it through this time?
I thought our love was strong enough to go through everything that we've encounter?
I'm indeed upset & unhappy
yet i've got to pretend that nothing happen right in front of my friends.
I hate to cry/tear in front of my friends.
I tried being strong but they could still feel the unhappiness in me.
I felt that i'm such a failure at that moment.
I tried my very best yet this is all i've got at the end of the day.
Am i being too naive or?
Thanks for being by my side when i needed you guys the most. ('v') 心中的遺憾*
9:13 PM