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Saturday, October 3, 2009



DeepThoughts.



Once again, i'm feeling lonely in this silent night.


I feel lost at times and it's even much more when i'm all alone at home
with nothing to do, games to keep myself entertained
or tv show to keep myself accompanied.


I'm just back to square one.
I can hardly describe the feelings.
On the other thought, life used to be happy and lively in the past.


Life seems so boring when you grow older.
Seriously, i dislike growing up.
Many things started to change drastically.
The stage where I can only accept the facts of growing up
is only the enviornment & atmosphere, nothing else.


It's true that some things cannot be denied.
I'm happy with all my friends around me
making my life more happening & cheering me up
but i just can't run away the times when there's no one by my side.


It's not that there isn't any to be here.
But i believe they do have their things to be bothered and settle
which i don't wish to be a burden to rely on them all the times.


I'm always trying to make myself stronger than anyone else
due to my strong pride that i have but i wasn't as strong as what i think i am.
Even machines break down at times, isn't it?


I'm tired of having people telling me what's wrong & right.
I always believe different people have different thinkings and preceptions.
How are you going to do things that satisfy everyone?
Think about it.




P/S: Silent late night alone, thoughts and misses do comes in..



('v') 心中的遺憾* 7:39 AM