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Tuesday, September 22, 2009



Unhappiness.



I don't understand why there're people who tends to envy me
for saying that i'm a fortunate girl/able to get almost all the stuffs i wanted to
but deep in my heart, i wasn't happy at all.
Who knows?


What's the point of getting all the things i wanted to have
when i don't feel a bit of happiness at all?


What's the meaning of fortunate?
Seriously, I don't know at all.
I've never felt this feeling before.


I smile doesn't means that i'm happy.
I laugh doesn't means that i'm cheerful.
Does anyone knows what i'm thinking deep in my heart?


By keeping quiet, doesn't means that i know nothing.
There're times that i chose to keep quiet then getting into arguements.
By forgiving, doesn't means that i'll forget everything
but still, i believe that everyone deserves to have a second chance.


Things getting from bad to worst & everything seems to be too coincident.
I've a feeling that i've been taken for granted.
I don't know how to trust again when things are repeating itself.


I tried to convince myself that things ain't what i thought
but my sixth sense can't be wrong all the time.
It's getting stronger and stronger..


I'm getting tired of everything
and it does hurts alot.
But who can i turned to?



突然间好觉得, 这里好像没有容得下我的位置了.


('v') 心中的遺憾* 2:31 AM