All this while, i chose to believe you then what others have been telling me.
I refused to listen to what people have been talking about.
But as time goes by, all the things i've seen seems to be so negative.
I cherish you like nobody business
& you're so important that no one can be compared.
You know deep in your heart, don't you?
I always tried my best to be there for you when you needed me
& i've never asked you to be here for me when you ain't free.
I did everything i could & i believe it's even more then anyone else
but what have i got?
You always thought that i'm the one at fault just by listening to others.
I gave in by not arguing/having more conflicts with you.
We promised to clear all our misunderstandings no matter what it is, don't we?
What made us to drift so much?
I really don't understand.
You'll never know how much it hurts
cos you don't really know how much you stands in my heart.
It's something that cannot be measure/describe at all..
Loner would be a better choice
if disappointment is all i've get in return
P/S: I really miss you, ever realised that?