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Friday, February 27, 2009



Went to town in the evening with Peiwen for a walk as it's her off day today
but nothing caught my attention at all. -.-"
Then headed down to Bq for a drink with Noel & Co..



Mushroom soup ordered by Peiwen



Chicken with corn soup for myself. :)



Calamari Rings



Ebi Tempura Pasta



Clams Pasta



The drinks that we ordered.


After our dinner, we walked all the way down to Wisma.
While smoking, there we goes again..















































Home Sweet Home @ 6.20am


PS: Someone spoiled my mood, FCUK!
I wasn't happy at the end of the day. -.-"



('v') 心中的遺憾* 5:59 PM

Thursday, February 26, 2009




Many envied the way i could present myself during work and when i'm outside
cos I was well-expressed and full of confidence.
But I realised that doesn't apply to everything..


Someone who hardly understands me could see this flaw in me.
Msg sent from J:

"From what i observed, you're good in all ways.
Just that sometimes you're closing yourself up to others.
You don't speak up when you're feeling down
yet you forced a smile on your face telling all your friends and family that you're okay. Deep down in your heart,
you're just like a lost child not knowing how and where to go at all.
Your eyes betrayed you.
They talked to me and I read u from them.
It's kinda tough and tiring to figure you out without you saying anything at all.
Come on, open your heart out to others."


How true can the above statement be?
Neither do i know..


PS: Mood swings cause my mood getting from bad to worst.


('v') 心中的遺憾* 8:25 PM

Wednesday, February 25, 2009



Drinking night @ Blue Blazze
then headed down to V3 as there's a new band singing tonight.


I swear it's damn crowded
but i don't find the songs that they sing are nice at all. -.-"
Overall, i still prefer Sabai Sabai. :)


Then went over to Whisky Bar with Rong Hui & Ren Jie for 2nd round.
Stayed all the way till 6am.




Home Sweet Home @ 6.20am :)


***


Oh my, i really can't stand it anymore.
So what if i saw Alan came to fetch you home early in the morning?
It's not going to change anything at all.
Please stop all those childish act. :)


You jolly well know who i am,
yet you still chose to act blur and asked around. -.-"
(Claps for you)


Come on, he's already yours la.
There's no point doing such a thing behind his back.
All i could say is:
"Cherish him if you're true,
or else it's going to be too late for regret."


Okays, let me make myself clear for this ONE LAST TIME.
No matter what you do, i'll never feel hurt anymore.
I've already letted him go
&& i do really mean it this time round..


Everything's being placed as the most memorial days in my heart.
It's in the past tense and it'll never be replaced..


('v') 心中的遺憾* 8:25 PM

Tuesday, February 24, 2009




The past week,
many incidents jolted much emotions and memories.

Gone through a sharing session,
gained valuable insight to a child’s thoughts and feelings.
Got a chance to realise that time does not wash away all emotions.

And the loss...


('v') 心中的遺憾* 2:18 PM

Monday, February 23, 2009









('v') 心中的遺憾* 8:15 AM

Saturday, February 21, 2009



First of all, i wanna wish Mummy a...



HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D
Hope you enjoyed the dinner & of cos the present that i bought for you!
It does really cost me a bomb. -.-"


&&
not forgetting it's Qiren's birthday today too. :)


HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY TO YOU TOOOOO!
I hereby wish you all the best & everlasting with your girlfriend.




Okays, i'm heading out to a birthday girl's chalet now.
&& of cos not forgetting my supper @ Swensen. :D
Updateeee sooonnnnn!


('v') 心中的遺憾* 3:46 PM

Friday, February 20, 2009



Delicated to Dearest Bebe :)






吃不能吃 睡不能睡
没有了你 全都不对
我都学不会 把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠

笑不能笑 哭不敢哭
人不像人 鬼不像鬼
朋友都说这 不过失恋
但我却连呼吸都胆怯

能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把爱割舍
我不能睡

吃不能吃 睡不能睡
没有了你 全都不对
我都学不会 把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠

能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了
我不能够 不能够不爱了


***


It's 8.10am & i'm heading to bed.
Update sooonnnn!


PS: Thanks for the 3 stalks of roses. :)


('v') 心中的遺憾* 3:30 PM

Thursday, February 19, 2009





I've never felt this hopeless, forlorn, darkening, despairing, despondent, heartsick, helpless, resigned and whatever that's linked to melancholy, ever in my life before.
How i wish for someone true to be by my side at this point of time.. But there's always the flip side - how will she look at me in the time to come?


I never thought my life would turn out this way, I can't seems to find my courage and faith back..


P/S: This is deplorable but true - at this phase of life then i realised i haven't got a trusted soul in whom to confide.


Hopefully, grandma will be alright.
PrayHard*


('v') 心中的遺憾* 4:19 PM

Monday, February 16, 2009




Some things are just too far apart to bride the distance
but something keeps me hanging on and on.


Some things are just meant not to be said, to be kept within.
Or rather should i put it this way:
"I haven't got the courage to.. Earnestly, I'm still indefinate about this.
I'm gonna take a lifetime to figure this out."


P/S: I need someone true to stand by me


('v') 心中的遺憾* 8:30 PM

Sunday, February 15, 2009



Met George&Co for movies last night @ Cine.
Ken & Jeff came along too. :)
&& we headed down to Bq for a drink after our movies.



Shirley & Chun Hao



Xingsi & Bui Di



George & Shirley



Xingsi & George



George bought this for our friendship. :)
Thanks!











Ken caught this for me while we're @ Cine. :D



My first little Dino



I'm Loving It!



I wan the biggest Dino in SG!



I'm such a happy girl.






Dearest wasn't with me to celebrate Valentine's day this year
as she gotta work at night. :(
I miss her badly!


But, you'll never be forgotten.
I've got something for you! ;p



('v') 心中的遺憾* 2:31 PM