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Sunday, December 7, 2008



Sighs*


It was my first time seeing him getting so drunk..
I swear i've never seen it before since the very first day i got to know him.



I can see/sense the unhappiness in him
& i wanted so badly to ask what's wrong.
Yet, something stopped me
cos i'm just so afraid..
(I didn't know why too)



To my surprise, he shared it with me while we're on the way home..
At least he makes me feel that i'm someone whom he can talk to.
I'm really contented.



Seriously, i felt so useless at that moment
cos i didn't know what to say/comfort him at all.
All i could do was,
just to sit right besides him listening to all his sorrows
& telling him not to think so much.
Baby, I'm really sorry..
I know i'm really a useless bum



My heart sank at the same time
& it really hurts alot alott alotttt moreee..
My tears nearly drop.



To me, i always thought that he's happy
with the way he's having all this while
& i felt happy for him too
BUT I'M WRONG!



I didn't know so much things had happened
& how i wish..
I'm there for him all this while.



I hope i wasn't too late for everything right now.






________________________________________


TheSpecialOne*


I know i wasn't a good girlfriend of yours in the past
but i'm willing to try my very best to be one now/future.



"Actions speaks louder then words"



I just need TIME
to prove everything to you
& of cos,
the one & only chance from you.


All the things you said,
melts my fragile heart again.
But was it from the bottom of your heart?



Seriously,
i do have doubts about what you said to me at first
cos i don't know if a person is drunk,
Is he telling the truth or is it meant to be sweet talks?
Still, i chose to believe you.. :)
I mean it.



People might think that
i'm naive, stubborn or maybe even stupid
but it's the trust that you once gave me
made me believe in your words.



The trust you gave, has never left me before
&
i have never got this much before
except you.



I promise to love you,
to be your bestfriend,
to respect you & support you,
to be patient with you,
to work together with you to achieve our goals,
to accept you unconditionally,
and to share life with you throughout the years

_________________________________________




It's so heart-warming to be in your arms again
& you made me feel being pampered
although i'm the one taking care of you..


('v') 心中的遺憾* 9:08 PM