Sunday, September 28, 2008
I guess it's time for me to really let go
and stop my big fat dream that there'll be a chance for us to reconcile anymore.
I know no matter how good I treat you,
how touched you are by the things i did,
still, you will never be back to me again.
After the day, I let you go,
I've never stop missing you & I regretted.
It's like every words you said,
every action you do,
still lingers in me now and then.
That incident makes u troubled
but it also break my heart.
It hurts to see everything with my own eyes,
to accept the fact,
to only able to keep a mumbled to myself
and to see you in that state.
I've kept telling myself that I've gotten over you
Yet, it's all LIES!
I've been asking myself millions of times:
You already move on, why am I stuck here?
These couple of months,
our memories and relationship, we both know it better than anyone.
The heartache in me that you will never understand
why would I always be here doing things for you so willingly.
I don't want regrets in life
but I don't want to be left hanging anymore.
I know you wanted me to move on.
You wanted me to find someone who can treat me better than you do.
Here I am..
Trying hard to forget about our past, the unforgetable memories you've gave me,the sweetest moments of my life
and forget all about our relationship other than a simple friend.
I seriously hope that you'll be happier. :)
I MISS YOU but Goodbye, My Love.('v') 心中的遺憾*
5:19 PM