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Wednesday, August 13, 2008



13 August 2008
Didn't went to work today
as something bad happened. -.-"


I didn't know why all of a sudden..
Asthma relapse!
& it's as early as 5.30am when i'm sleeping half way thru..


THE FEELING'S REAL DAMN SUX, I SWEAR!
i could hardly breath all of a sudden
andd.. it seems like i'm dying anytime. -.-"


Actually, i don't mind dying
cos there's nothing holding me back at all.
But i just don't wish to die in such a suffering way!


I tried to get out of my bed to look for that stupid spray
which i couldn't remember where i've put at all..
The moment i stand up on my feet,
i felt giddy & fainted onto the ground..


The moment i open my eyes,
I'm already in the hospital
with my mum and bro standing beside my bed..


At that very moment,
i'm so afraid yet i didn't know why.
My tears gradually flow down..


('v') 心中的遺憾* 6:28 AM