Sometimes i try too hard to comprehend.
Could it be that I am expecting too much out of this?
Or could it be that I am afraid?
Could it be that I have turned into such a skeptic?
So much that I couldn't handle my thoughts all at once?
Perhaps there are things we'll never say ;
Perhaps this is the safest distance we'll ever stay.
With nothing more to expect.
& of course, nothing less..
It was like a dream, a beautiful one, at least to me.
my choice, it's still ain't clear.
make me stay hopefully,
at least you did for awhile & occasionally made me smile.
for times, i thought i was dumb,
for the other times, you made me felt you couldn't bring yrself to say..