Monday, July 28, 2008
TheSpecialYou:
Fate came knocking on our door twice..
I don't understand what happen to us
or why you've turned away..
Yes, you're free to do as you like
But i've got something to say..
To me, it seems that we could go on forever.
So close were our hearts, and at ease.
So much did we share, yet the words never faltered.
So i thought as time did as it pleased.
Heard it in a dream that you would always loved me
and blessed the dream that ends but never dies.
Or so i thought..
How do you say goodbye to someone you love?
How do you make such a decision in the first place?
Life makes it for us.
Reasons and emotions don't go hand in hand
But our hand fitted nicely together until life told us otherwise..
Goodbye ;
It's such a cruel sounding word.
Like death ;
it plagues the mind of living.
Who's going to lay by my side till dawn?
Who's going to drive me around to wherever i wanted to?
Who's going to bring me around when i'm craving for food?
Who's going to make decisions for me when i'm confused?
Who's going to comfort me when i'm feeling down?
Who's going to be the one holding my hand as it age?
- I wonder..
Sometimes i wish the world was less of what it is..
LESS pretence ; MORE kindness.
Sometimes i wish reality was made more clearer
that you don't have to learn lessons through the painful ways.
Sometimes i wish to be more forgetful,
so that i could forgive easier.
Sometimes i wish i took a different path,
mayb life could be better.
For this route, i've shed much tears
But supremely, i'm glad it led me to you.
Knowing that you'll be going out with many girls,
going on dates and all,
the jealousy is still there..
I hope time heals everything
as people adapts, people do change. :)
I just hope those girls that you're dating,
sincerely loves you for your character
and not the wealth you have
or the car that you own.
I don't know what to say, don't know what to do ;
What i want & who to be my whom.
Words are just words.
Back at night, they sound so real.
Yet the next morning,
they sound like promises made decades ago..
Then you start to wonder if it was nothing but a dream.
Whenever i think about it,
it just hurt a little too much..
You'll never feel me ; not until it happens.
('v') 心中的遺憾*
7:12 PM
xia0ling9@hotmail.com
Ah Ber
