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Sunday, July 27, 2008



INSOMNIA NIGHT AGAIN!


I've been sitting in front of my com for 6hours!
Stared blankly, doing nothing.


I'm supposed to be in my dreamland
yet i'm still awake at 2.45pm!
I don't know what-the-hell happen to me.


Feeling super emo all of a sudden when i reach home
&& there goes my sleeeeeppppppppp.. :(


Looking back at the sms-es you sent me, so loving.
(you should have deleted away long ago?)
Couldn't forget how we get to know each another in the first place,
How we met and how we chated in msn,
How you got my number and driving me out.


Everything was so clear inside my mind.
Each and every part of it..
Even every of our disagreements/arguments seems memorial to me.
Cause i know at the end of time, you're still my only love.


I admit, we do quarrel at times
but think from the other way,
We're trying to accept & understand each other well.
This shows concern as well.


Before you came into my life,
I never knew that i could love someone like this
and put in so much effort in changing & tolerating.


As far as i know,
I'm someone harsh, implusive, wilful, stubborn,
attitude, over-powering & doesn't take relationship so seriously.
What i want, i'll definately go for it
but i'll only think for myself & not others feeling.


You make me learn to give up choices & stubborn-ness for the one i love
and learn to appreciate things.
Though i'm not a perfect gf,
listening to you all the time
but think back,
I would certainly support you in whatever you do.


Giving up all my time just to see you,
accompanying you, be it, it's just a few hours.
I didn't make a noise/demand anything from you at all.
All i wish is to be with you, nothing else.
Unlike some other girls,
the things that I can only give you cannot be measure by monetary wise.


To that SpecialOne:
I know deep in my heart, my attitude sux to the max including my temper.
Everyone in this world has attitude & temper too.
However, it's all because of a word "Concern"


Looking back, i'm definately not a good gf of yours
but i did try my best to change when i'm with you for months.
I promise you i would wait for you
and i kept my promise without fail.
I hope you did see a change in me.


I haven't/never think of giving up inspite all the arguments we had,
why must you give up when someone is willing to walk thru obstacles with you in life,
going thru every ups & downs with you.
I don't mind, you without a car or even money
As long as we're happy being together is all that i ask for..
Is it that difficult?
Or is my expectations too high for you?



You hurt me deeply
& i accidently hurt someone's heart too.
I'm sorry, you know i don't mean it.


('v') 心中的遺憾* 5:05 AM