You torn my heart into pieces ;
Pains inflicting on me each day passes by.
I'm deeply hurt & i believe you knew it too.
If you don't, den i'm here telling you now..
After soo longggg..
Still, you're the one i miss.
I have not given up, and yet I have no faith.
I can smile easily, but I hold more pain than anyone knows.
People will never understand how I feel.
HAIS*
I wanted to live my life to the fullest
because i'll never know what will happen next.
Perhaps, i might die & never get to see another tomorrow?
No one knows..
BUT something seems to be stopping me.
You just came out of my mind every moment
including all the things i did.
WHY?!?
Why do you see all the negative things in me?
Don't i have positive points too?
I'm trying my best to be & all i could do.
You knew it, don't you?
You know you're hurting me,
especially all the things you once said to me
& the way you're treating me now!
Why do you still choose it this way?
As i lie in bed at night, i'm imagining things how it used to be.
What am i to do with a broken heart?
I need some HEALING PILLS!
:(
P.S: I'm missing you badly, but what can i do?
The feeling's killing me inside
&& i just break down & cry..