Thursday, July 17, 2008
There's so much i wanted to blog about
but when i'm staring at this screen,
i'm lost for words.
So many mixed emotions inside me.
I'm really confused
When will i begin my life once agains?
Sometimes, i really dread the day that dreaming ends..
I've never ever felt this way before.
Like everything's gonna fall apart..
I feel so empty ; so helpless..
Everytime i try to push those feelings away,
telling myself it's gonna be alright in no time
but why does it always come back like a bad disease?
I just want a simple life with genuinely smiles and laughter
That's all, nothing much.
I never knew i could feel so much pain, and yet be so in love with the person causing it.
('v') 心中的遺憾*
8:15 AM