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Sunday, June 1, 2008



01 June 2008
INSOMNIA NIGHTS AGAINS!
slept for just 3hours -.-"


I HATE HAVING INSOMNIA NIGHTS!
I HATE STAYING AT HOME ALONE!
I HATE FACING THE WALLS!
I HATE BEING LEFT ALONE!
cos i tends to think of all the unhappiness..


i tried to control my tears
and i did it today.
thanks to Angela for keeping me accompany these 2days
and of cos not forgetting my Best Buddy, Mr George. :)


he have been cheering me ups for 3weeks plus
andd.. he never fail to do it.
THANKS A MILLION! :D


reached home at 1pm,
went out at 4.25pm agains.


Kenny came to fetch me
andd.. off we gooooo!
went to Pasir Ris to get Angela's dog for her
then down to Bedok to fetch her.



Planned to go Pasir Ris Park for a walk
with the little cute doggy
but.. plan FAILED!
as Kenny's going to CGH to get his MC.


waited for 3hours yet it's still not his turn yet -.-"
sooo.. we decided to take our dinner there.
we're real damn HUNGRY! :(

while waiting,


Kenny dare me to sit on the wheel chair.
he thinks that i didn't dare to sit and it.
THIS IS THE EVIDENCE!
anddd.. he pushed me around. -.-"


snap shot of them playing with Angela's dog.


both of them snatching to be in the photos.


This is what we do when we've got not enough sleeeppppp..







4hours later...
walked out of CGH with 2days of MC.
guess.. he must be very happy. :X



he's slping soooo soundly
when we're on our way back to Kenny's house
as Kenny need to change
anddddd.. call his Sir or whatSOever.




took this photo of him while waiting for Angela
as she's talking on the phone with one of her friend.




he's PRETENDING ; look sooo FAKE! :X
(is he laughing or having cramp on his face?)
WHAHAHAHAHAAAS~


headed down to Loyang Tua Pek Gong to pray
then went Geylang for supper.


i didn't eat as my tummy's hurting.
all thanks to KENNY!
i knock onto the door TWICE when he's making a turn. -.-"
RECKLESS DRIVING!
anyway, hope everything's fine for me.


was supposed to go for a check ups on Tuesday
but i guess..
i gonna give it a miss.
(reason: confidential)


Sometimes, i really wonder..
should i be happy or not when i see you?
YES, i admit..
i do miss you alot!
(you knew it too)
but...
when i think of all the things you did,
all the things you once told me
andd.. the burden you left behind
make me feel soo lost.


i know you no longer cares
yet i'm still deceiving myself..
BUT WHY?!?

i may seems to be laughing and joking around
but deep right in my heart it's BLEEDING!
no one knows..
and YOU yourself won't know how much it hurts.


i believe, i'm not asking too much from you.
i just couldn't believe my own eyes that..
you didn't even know what's the meaning of RESPONSIBILITY.


you told me that you hate people who
* LIES and,
* FLIRT

yet.. you're showing me that..
* you're a LIAR who hates ppl to lie
* a HONGSTER who hates ppl to flirt around


just because of a word RESONSIBLE,
yr impression in me have CHANGED.


i used to think you're true
but you're just no difference from other guys out there.
all the things you once said are SWEET TALKS!
i'm just too stupid to believe every word you said to me.


if only...
* i could stop deceiving myself
* accept the facts
* return back to reality

i won't be suffering right now..


i've told myself millions of times
yet.. i'm still in "COMA"
someone kill me plssss..


*** you didn't spoil my day today ; it's me who spoil it myself.


('v') 心中的遺憾* 12:40 PM