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Thursday, May 8, 2008



On the Brink of Sanity.


it felt different now..
if i can laugh whole-heartedly
when you tell me something funny as i used to,


not as if
* i still can have much more sincered goodbye kisses,
* we can do what normal couple does,
* i can tell apart you're lying or not..


i rather i didn't know..
didn't know how to differentiate all these at all.


for the moment..
i felt like a complete stranger to you.
like i don't know you ;
you don't even know me.
there isn't any closeness anymore..


you don't belongs to me,
and i don't belongs to you.
we did whatever we like
without thinking for each other..


i'm trying not to feel upset
cos it seems that
being this way would be much better.


i should be happy
cos you're free ;
so am i..
there won't be anymore unhappiness.


BUT..
i'm really afraid of knowing
what would become of us now
cos i never though about it before at all!


i'm willing to do anything
to bring back that day
andd..
i meant it!


IF THAT VERY DAY WE HAVEN'T GOT TO MEET EACH OTHER,
I WOULD NEVER EXPERIENCE THIS UNHAPPINESS
WHICH WAS WOEFUL AND FILLED WITH TEARS..

IF THAT VERY DAY WE HAVEN'T GOT TO MEET EACH OTHER,
I WOULD NEVER EXPERIENCE THIS HAPPINESS
WHICH WAS PRECIOUS, WARMTH AND BLISSFUL..


I almost gave up ;
felt so terrible that i even thot of
who would come to my funeral..


('v') 心中的遺憾* 5:14 PM