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Sunday, April 27, 2008
how i wish... Everything's gones!no more plans and sweetness from you anymore.hais*you won't know how much hurt you've brought on me.you won't know how i feel at all.smashing someone's hope is cruel ; yet, you chose to do it on me.FANTASTIC!i'm really speechless,andd.. i didn't know how to express myself.i'm feeling..* EXTREMELY DISAPPOINTED* HEART BROKEN* SAD* DEPRESSED* LOSTtried popping a few sleeping pills forcing myself to slp..yet, i'm awake after an hour of sleep! -.-"NIGHTMAREEEEEE~pls get away from me!the feelings of jumping up of bed is terrible.it's real damn frightening!i could not control myself at allanddd.. i teared. :'(why do ppl gets nightmare for no reasons?right now, my heart is till pumping like hell.i can't get to sleep ;i'm afraid of going back to sleep!i need you by my side badly.will you hug me to slp agains?YES, i admit..i'm crying hard now while typing this post.i can't control my emtions at all!i'm feeling soooo DEPRESSED! :(('v') 心中的遺憾*
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