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Tuesday, January 8, 2008



08 December 2008
reached office at 10plus today & went off at 6pm. didn't know why i'm still feeling sleepy when i actually slept so much for the past 2days. -.-" reached home at 7pm & went down to BQ at 8.30pm! have been drinking from 9pm till 4am! ARGHHHH~ was quite high but i'm not drunk! :) & here comes my nightmare agains.. having GASTRIC PAIN! :( knowing that i can't drink at all but here i'm drowning myself with martells, beer & hennessy! -.-"

2 words to describe: "BAD MOOD!"

feeling EMO all of a sudden. i always thot that i could easily forget everything that i wants to but i cant do it! i tried forgetting all the unhappiness but i failed.. agains & agains! WTH! finding myself so useless when i actually wanted myself to be independent. hais* all i can say is.. TODAY JUS AIN'T MY DAY! MOOOOOOD SWINGGGG~

you made me think of you once agains & agains..
not knowing the path ahead of me.
i tried living my life without you,
but i failed once agains.
without you in my life, i'm just a total failure..
for you to look down on.
i admit i've lost!
i've got no one to blame on,
& it's only myself for loving you too much..


你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白


('v') 心中的遺憾* 12:22 PM